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Name: Toni
Birthday: 12/13/1987
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Interests: GOD, he rocks my socks, hmmmm then there's my friends, ( who I love very much) youth group, campus life, and McDonalds. (When you've worked there for two years you kinda get to like the little nerds) I like languages English, French, then Spanish. (bilingual and a half) My life gaol is five languages. Oh yeah, it's gonna happen. I love to travel. Just got back from Mexico and looking forward to going to France in the summer. Heck yeah.I'm learnin to play the geeetar. I really like it. I dance a lot. Well that's all I do actually. Smiling hurts sometimes. Almost as much as getting your belly button pierced.
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Saturday, July 30, 2005

so I won't be using this xanga for now... this shall be my last post for a while

why you ask...

this xanga is mine and mine alone...for me to write whatever I want in it...not for a certain person to spy on me...here's a thought...I have a whole diff life now...maybe the things I write about...aren't about you...!!!...GASP...OMG...did you not think of that!!!!!...could it be true!!!!

on the flip side...went to the fair again to night...hung out with our army fellas...went to hang out with Steve..and Lance...who I guess turns out to be Mindy's lance...uhh yikes...Caleb showed up...hung out...kinda...lol...left....

lots and lots more...

shhhhhhh..................

you know my other xanga....and if not leave me a comment and I'll get it to ya...

Faithfully His,

Toni

 


Friday, July 29, 2005

 

Ok so I'm gonna break down and finally do one of these silly little things...

Put an X if you have...
( ) Smoked a cigarette.
( ) Smoked a cigar.
( ) Smoked a joint.
( ) Crashed a car.
( ) Stolen a car. (Does Dave's count)
(x) Been in love.
( ) Been dumped.
( ) Shoplifted.
( ) Been fired.
( ) Been in a fist fight.
( ) Snuck out of the house.
(x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
( ) Been arrested
(*) Made out with a stranger.well....I"m not sure about that one...
(*) Gone on a blind date.
(*) Lied to a friend. none come to mind but I'm sure sometime in my life
( ) Had a crush on a teacher...ewwwy
( ) Been to Europe.
(*) Skipped school.
(*) Seen someone die.
(*) Been to Canada.
(*) Been to Mexico.
(*) Been on a plane.
( ) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show...huh??...
( ) Thrown up in a bar.
(*) Purposely set a part of yourself on fire.
( ) Eaten Sushi.
(*) Been snowboarding
(*) Met someone from the internet in person
(*) Been moshing at a concert.
(*) Been in an abusive relationship
(*) Taken painkillers.
(*) Love someone or miss someone right now.
(*) Laid and watched cloud shapes go by.
(*) Made a snow angel.
(*) Had a tea party....heck yes...
(*) Flown a kite.
(*) Built a sand castle....last week!!... 
(*) Gone puddle jumping...on a four wheeler...does that count??...
( ) Played dress up....I like boy toys...
(*) Jumped into a pile of leaves.
(*) Gone sledding.
(*) Cheated while playing a game.
(*) Been lonely.
(*) Fallen asleep at work/school...only everyday....
( ) Used a fake ID....no comment here...ehh... 
(*) Watched the sun set.
(  ) Felt an earthquake.
(*) Touched a snake.
(*) Slept beneath the stars.
(*) Been tickled.
(*) Been robbed.
(*) Been misunderstood..it happens quiet often when ur a blonde... 
( ) Pet a reindeer/goat.
(*) Won a contest.
(*) Run a red light.
(  ) Been suspended from school.
(*) Been in a car accident.
(  ) Had braces.
(*) Felt like an outcast.
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night.  
(*) Had deja vu.
(*) Danced in the moonlight.
(*) Hated the way you look.
(*) Witnessed a crime....how bout a man putting a kid in a trunk...??... 
(*) Been obsessed with post-it notes....Most def...
(*) Walked barefoot through the mud.
(*) Been lost.
(  ) Been to the opposite side of the world.
(*) Swam in the ocean.
(*) Felt like dying.
(*) Cried yourself to sleep
(*) Played cops and robbers....my fav game... 
(*) Recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers.
(*) Sung karaoke
( ) Paid for a meal with only coins....uhh nope....
(*) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't.
(*) Made prank phone calls when you were younger...younger...???
(*) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose.
(*) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(*) Danced in the rain.
(*) Written a letter to Santa Claus.
(*) Been kissed under the mistletoe.
(*) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about.
(*) Blown bubbles.
(*) Had a bonfire on the beach.
(  ) Crashed a party.
(*) Gone rollerskating.
(*) Had a wish come true.
(*) Worn pearls.
(*) Jumped off a bridge.
( *) Ate dog/cat food.
( *) Told a complete stranger you loved them.
( ) Kissed a mirror.
(*) Sang in the shower.
(*) Owned a little black dress.
(*) Had a dream that you married someone.
(*) Glued your hand to something.
( ) Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole...not yet...
( ) Kissed a fish. (Tried, but he ran away!) 
(*) Worn the opposite sex's clothes.
(*) Been a cheerleader.
(*) Sat on a roof top.
(*) Screamed at the top of your lungs.
(*) Done a one-handed cartwheel.
(*) Talked on the phone for more than 6 hours.
(*) Stayed up all night.
( ) Didn't take a shower for a week...yeah right
(*) Picked and ate an apple right off the tree.
(*) Climbed a tree. 
(*) Had a tree house.
( ) Are scared to watch scary movies.....only Texas Chainsaw Massacre... 
(^) Believe in ghosts...that depends 
(*) Have more than 30 pairs of shoes.
(  ) Worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say.
(  ) Gone streaking
(  ) Played ding-dong-ditch.
(*) Played chicken.
(*) Been pushed into a pool/lake with all your clothes on.
(*) Been told you're beautiful by a complete stranger.
(*) Broken a bone.
(*) Been easily amused.
(*) Caught a fish then ate it.
(*) Caught a butterfly.
(*) Laughed so hard you cried.
(*) Cried so hard you laughed.
(*) Mooned/flashed someone.
(*) Had someone moon/flash you.
(  ) Cheated on a test
(*) Forgotten someone's name....like everyday...no of course I remember you...
(*) French braided someone's hair.
( ) Grown a beard....no but I'm tryin... 
(  ) Belonged to the KKK

wow....I've done lots of stuff...


AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.....Clint Mullet you just made my freakin day....AHAHA....

So I would explain but I really can't...all I have to say...was....ohhhh that's right...

soo anywho...lots and lots to fill ya'll in...

hmm...Friday...freakinh yay...that's al I'll say....

Sunday got to chill around the pool and have chinese with my gurl Kayla...wahooo....

Wednesday OMG...I went to this combine derby....it was sooo funny...talk about rednecks...

Then today....which is actually Thursday...

I came to good ole GOSHEN...yaya...lol...I think I'm back for awhile...went to the fair...

Seen so many freakin people...Lee and Theresa...Becky...Kev and Nat...Sal...and Carlos...Steve...Ross and Charlie...the list could go on forever

It was pretty sweet...Srgt. Cramer got us in for free...VIP ya know...gotta love the army...

Then Alex and I rode rides with Adam and Seth...loads of fun...

thanks to my gurl Alex...the next one that asked...I'm a les...lol...

and then Steve won me a duck...and we named it Steve...then I beat ALL the guys at a water game...yaya....

so where's your boyfriend tonight...haha...don't they realise they all say that...ahah

I'm in such a good mood...

anywho...love ya all...give me a ring-a-ling...

Faithfully His,

Toni

PS...

Kyla and Jake I SWEAR SWEAR SWEAR that I will call you tomorrow...er...today...and we will get to hang out....

just gettin back...I'm being attacked by people...but I PROMISE...I will call one of you...


Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Sometimes you say things you don't mean....

and then sometimes you say thing you do mean but you just shouldn't be saying...

Yulp!!!....you couldn't ask for more...he ceated and lied...what more could you asked for...and hurt a whole lot of people...all to benifit himself...nobody should ask for more then they deserve!!!..if you think for one minute he does anything to benifit you...you are insane....

sry bout that guys...a little burst of anger after a phone call from a true friend...

I'm so incredibly sick of being run over...lied about and treated poorly by two people out looking to protect them and themselves only...the game is getting old....

although yes I know...it's not me they hurt in the end....Mr. Dean should have lots to say about this....;)..the real Mr. Dean that is....

so yeah other than annoyance by that...life here is super great...today we took my car into get fixed...but I'm still trying to decide on weather to get a new car or not....

there's this awesome trans am....it's freakin awesome only 16,000....totally worth it...but me and my aunt kinda want to get beetles....so yeah....lol....what do you guys think...

More and more I realise every single day how blessed I am....everything that God has given me....the things that he has shown me...

a couple of years ago at convention....we had this talk about things that were keeping us apart from God....I knew exactly what it was...as much as I tried to avoid it....I was so week....then God to it away from me....and showed me how much wrong it was causing in my life....and how it had made me go so far astray...I only wished I would have been strong enough to listen to him  the first time...I am so thankful...each and everyday....I get a little bit closer...

well anywho...my prince charming is here to take me away....later all....

Faithfully His,

Toni

 


Sunday, July 24, 2005

Hey ladies and gents....how's it goinnnn!*!*!......It's almost 4AM and I am still kickin......wahooo....so tonight...

A group of us went to Tippy....pretty good club...laid back....there was a ton of people there...I must of danced with 50 different fellas...it was so much fun....everybody was awesome and havin fun....

afterwards...besides Paula hangin out my sun roof goin a speed I will not mention...lol....we went to Steak-N-Shake for Anna Banana's b-day...flippin everybpdy was there...it was awesome...

there are some pretty crappy thing goin on right now...so I'm gonna need some prayer...

but I'm super happy despite that...

I'm so thankful for my friends....

Lyssa...I just read ur post...and I'm glad were friends...and you know what...I really don't care what anybody else thinks...I think it's pretty darn funny that they still have issues...oh well...that's the way it goes I guess...I heart you kiddo and keep ur chin up...things are gonna be just dandy...

I got a letter from a special someone the otherday...I must have read it a thousand times...all 3 pages...haha...it made me sad...I don't know what to write back...I wish he was here and not there...life would be so much easier...lol...

so tomorrow the parade so I should totally be in bed...it's gonna be like 100...that's insane...oh well...I'm crazy like that...pray that none of my gurls passes out...

Faithfully His,

Toni



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